Summer, back to square one?

Right my mission is this summer is not to end up back where I was four weeks ago. And to do that I will need Laura and Emma and everyone around me. Which will be fine.
Find a brand knew kiss out there for me :) There is one somewhere waiting for me I know that.
I just have to wait a little longer for it.
I feel very peaceful tonight. Maybe it was the sun today Ive just purely relaxed the last couple of days and taken everything at my own pace and talked to who I wanted to talk to. Its nice
I am off hopefully to uni soon, September. Am I scared? A little. I will miss my house and Cambridge, London is gonna be very different but I think I'm ready to leave and lead and start something totally new. I still wake up in the night so scared what if I don't get the grades? what do I do with my life? where do I go then? It terrifies me, four years ago I couldn't give a crap about what was going to happen with my future now I'm scared shitless.
I'm scared of loosing friends when they all leave, I'm leaving all I have ever known. Maybe its a good thing.
I need to make this the most amazing summer ever. I have to go out and just live my life completely to the full unfortunately this means stripping to my underwear and jumping in the river at grantchester meadows tomorrow, I say unfortunately, Only for those watching I'm gonna love it !!!
Currently I am listening to my top summer song, Regina Spektor - Us. Listen to it, and it will make you smile , if you have a best friends, or boyfriend or girlfriend or wife or child or anyone special too you, this song will make you think of them in the most amazing way possible. It will make you smile till the corners of your mouth touch your ears and its perfect for a sunny day.
I'm also loving the Beatles lately. Its good for walking round the city on a sunny day.
I wish it was sunny as I was writing this but its night now. I'm sitting with one tiny little lamp on so I can see the keys on the keyboard.

what do you see when you turn on the light???

Hello Summer, Im glad your here.

well, as you all know its summer now. And I have good memories of last summer but common guys we can beat that hands down.
Tomorrow Im going to jump into the river fully clothed

But last years summer was pretty good too...lets take a look.

Torture me by taking your time

Now as the summer fades I let you slip away , You say I'm not your type....But I can make you sway

But you feel my breath On your neck and Can't believe I'm right behind you
Cause you keep me coming back for more and I feel a little better than I did before
But if I never see your face again, I don't mind
because we gone much further than I thought we'd get tonight

It makes you burn to learn I'm with another man.
I wonder if he's half the lover that I am

dear .....

I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

Love China Simpson.

My boy period

Someone the other day got it so spot on it was amazing. She described it as " chinas boy period" the guy who's messy, noone really wants around but he just is all the fucking time. Makes me in the most awful mood, Sometimes you don't notice him and other times hes hurting you so much.

men, when you become the equivalent of a girls period. Your doing something wrong.
In this case. Mine just left for good hopefully he still occasionally gives me the odd tummy cramp but that will pass.

I forgot to tell you....

I am evil btw ;)

well...only if your on my bad side.

You're so Gay and you dont even like boys.

You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like…


You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal
Secretly you’re so amused
That nobody understands you
I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I’m so angry cause you’d rather MySpace instead
I can’t believe I fell in love with someone that wears more make up than...
You walk around like you’re oh so debonair
You pull em' down and there’s really nothing there

- Katy perry.

Ive been listening to this on repeat ahaha so good <3

smiling so it reachs the tips of my ears!

In an AMAZING mood. Because Something I needed to leave my life. Just did. And I thought, if I cared about you...as much as I thought I did? Why I am smiling and not crying?

I am just in such a good mood. Really happy. Having fun flirting, dancing talking of drinks and the summer ahead! So good :)

was on the phone to laura prime earlier she was listening to my ranting and raving and ranting and raving with me making me laugh. I love you prime, then same happened with david who I also love <3

"This is your future as I see it
She will have left you when she finds out who you are
You're nothing but an extra
I’m gonna hate you
Til I forget you "

- Pink

Famous Quotes

"Beauty is truth, truth beauty,' - that is all ye know on earth, and all ye need to know."
John Keats

"Anger is a short madness."
Horace

"I restore myself when I'm alone."
Marilyn Monroe

please...

stop this before I drown.

I need to escape

from this really dark state of mind.

Girl Unobserved.

some photos I took of my friend emma, shes a beaut :)
oh yeah hii I like photography :) haha