that post wasnt aimed at like 1 person or anything

i promise its mainly just me being angry
with the entire world right now

My thoughts

I havent been on here for a few months, but when noone will listen i need to say it somewhere. I started Roehampton University in september, and im still here with a few hiccups,
i had some real issues at the beginning and things went very bad...
at home and at uni
and did i have anyone where?
did i fuck.
( look right no offence guys probs about 2/8 of you bothered when i tried to talk to you, and a text with some stuff isnt being there...i get you have your own lives to live but i just needed someone to ring and listen.
And right now, i am happy i adore my new flat,
but i jsut need someone to listen.
please.
I cant deal with the home and uni all by myself and i hate talking because of the whole when i was 15 getting called an attention seeker if i ever cried, so i dont.
and maybe i do now.

But do you know what screw it. get on with your lives guys.

Too be real you didn't matter any way.

come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but it didn't feel right
What do ya expect me to say...
Because to you it's just a game .


It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
But you know all the right things to say


To be real
It doesn't matter anyway

I know I have so much to give
With a player like you I don't have a prayer

i hope your happy with everything.

This song just gets it with you.

im sorry it ended the way it did.

the contents of my ipod

i redid my ipod today.

adele
aerosmith
akon ft david guetta
alanis morissette
alicia keys
alphabeat
amy whinehouse
aphex twin
arcde fire
avril lavigne
badly drawn boy
bass hunter
billy joel
bjork
black eyed peas
bobby darin
bon iver
bright eyes
bryant oden
busta rhymes
calvin harris
chantal kreviazuk
chris brown
christina aguilera
colbie caillat
crystal castles
damien rice
david guetta
deftones
diana vickars
dire straights
dizzee rascal
the dresdon dolls
ellie goulding
eminem
enrigue iglesias
the faders
flobots
florence and the machine
florider
frank sinatra
gabriella cilmi
glee cast
googoo dolls
health
hope
imogen heap
innerpartysystem
jack johnson
jason derulo
jay-z
jim sturgess
joe anderson
jo cocker
jojo
jose gonzales
jose vanders
juliette and the licks
just jack
justin timberlake
kayne west
kate nash
katy perry
kelly rowland
keri hilson
kesha
kimya dawson
lady gaga ( dont ask)
leona lewis
lily allen
lynard skynard
M.I.A
madonna
mark ronson
maroon 5
michael jackson
midlake
mika
the mouldy peaches
mumford and sons
muse
natasha bedingfield
nine inch nails
oasis
owl city
paramore
pendulum
pink
pixie lott
radiohead
regina spektor
robyn
sarah mclachlan
scissor sisters
scott simons
scouting for girls ( no point than having more than 1 song haha they all sound the same)
shania twain ( cheeeessssy)
sigur ros
taio cruz
the temper trap
timberland
the used
3 doors down
3OH!3
the 5 6 7 8's
30 seconds to mars


the bold ones are the ones i listen to most at the minute

melting heart

oh btw,

BLOOD TESTS ARE NORMAL I AM NOT A CELIAC :):):):)

YES GO WHEAT.